dear sweethearts, thanks for visiting this blog.
however, this post below will be a boring one. so do feel free not to read it (:
The only reason why i stayed at home today is because i fucking vent your angers on mum. and it ain't mum's fault. lunatic. scold me all you want, i will still go out. am fucking 18 this year. legal enough to buy cigarettes & 4D etc. and my legs, although they were given by you and mum, but, its fucking my own body! i have the rights to choose where i wanna go. i have my own thinking too please. i am not your dog nor your workers. if you don't want to provide for the family then so be it! then why in the first place you wanna marry mum or even start a family!? ridiculous! asking me to stay at home during my holidays?! hell no please. my holidays! not yours. and holidays like duh, who will not go out ?! besides, part of the money i spent is my own fucking hard earned money. fancy asking me to reach home before you reach home after work, is hell impossible. i am not some good kid that will go home straight. sometimes, there are talks to attend. and i also need to spend time with my sec sch friends right? i am not that kind of person who will neglect them. and as if you don't meet up with your friends. you still do it now don't you? karaoke, drinking and whatever shyt stuffs. that's catching up with your old friends for-god-sake. wtf. mum should be enjoying herself like how other household women should be. and you insanely asked to look for an office hour job?! senseless / irrational bastard. you can go insane yourself, don't push all the blame to mum or whoever in this house. you are just unhappy on how we rebut you back, so you will use your authority as the breadwinner of the house and scold us as and when you like. you are always unhappy with almost all the things we do. especially coming home late. sometimes even if i stayed at home and use my lappie, you also get unhappy and scold me, just because i didn't watch teevee. how nice. sometimes i really envy those people whose parents are so more way open than them. at least mum is way better and cooler than that lunatic (: 21st century, and your thinking is still way lagging behind at the 70s ? loser.
and i really hope you will actually chance upon this page and read it.
fyi, although we are living in the same house, didn't even you realise, in a week, i spoke to you like probably less than 20 sentence. without your presence most of the time makes me feel so good. because you get angry at the least little things. and the fengshui master's prediction is so darn way right. he hit the spot.
i will definitely find a job soon. call me mean, i dont mind.
sometimes, blogging out just helps it.
kudos to mum and blogger!
this is what they call family problems.
